I'm Happy

Did you ever just wake up one day and see the sun shining and a blue sky, look around and think "I'm happy"? Well, I am. I'm happy. I can't think of a reason not to be. My life is relatively uncomplicated. I have a husband whom I love dearly and who loves me more than life itself. My daughter is beyond the sweetest child in the universe. I'm happy.

I find that it is important to write days like today down. This way if sometime next week, tomorrow, or even later today I get grouchy or discouraged about something, I can easily go back to this and say, "Hey, you need to get back to that day."

Now, I'm also completely exhausted. I desperately need to start finding my bed BEFORE 1:30 in the morning. Typically, it wouldn't be too huge a problem, but I do have to get up either with Mariana or to take my cousin to summer school, depending on whose turn it is for which.

Last night I was levelling my alt and chatting on vent with Flaitie, Deadsabot and Korrigan. Somehow the conversation turned into relationships and such... It made me realize that I've never wanted to be with anyone other than Phil. Well, that led to all of those questions men hate to be asked by their significant others... "Have you ever looked at another girl and though, 'damn I wish my girl had...'" Phil is a good sport, he knows that I am not going to get pissed and turn into a "I can't believe you'd want to change that about me" so he doesn't freak out with those conversations. I don't ask to trap; I really do ask out of general curiosity. However, that led to about 2:30 before we got to sleep. SO, I'm tired today.

Wow, this got long fast. I rambled I think, I tend to do that.

Anyway, the point of all of this is. I can safely say that I go to bed at night knowing that I am truly loved as me and that makes me happy!