Today Sucks

My mom is going in for surgery again today. I'm worried about her and about the fact that I'm not there. Part of me is concerned that she's mad at me because I haven't been there as much as I used to. It's just much harder for me because of the baby and my health and stuff like that. So, I'm super worried about her... I do hope everything is ok.

Then, just to make the day better... I woke up this morning, went to stand up out of bed, and wouldn't you know the room started friggin spinning. Wonderful. So I have to lay back down, my husband brings me my medicine, and I have to spend the next three damn hours laying there hoping I'll feel better soon. Added to the fact that I have to lay there and try to keep my daughter safe. I fed her a bottle while laying there and then coaxed her to sleep. That was hard as hell today. So now I'm awake and I'm able to move around a bit without overwhelming dizziness. But, my throat is scratchy and killing me from the medication (it's a side effect) and I know from experience that it won't go away for a couple of hours.

I hate days where you just feel COMPLETELY tense. It's like, you're in a bad mood and don't know how to get out of it. It just sucks.

Dentists

I officially hate dentists and all dental work. I have to go get a root canal. I have to have all 4 wisdom teeth removed. I have to have a filling. All of this means I have to pay out the ass. Dental insurance is well and good but it only covers so much.